History is not a book we close; it is a pulse we inherit. In 'Empire Fade Away,' the 'Son of a Slave’s Grandchild' navigates the wreckage of a dread empire that loved the pageantry of his heritage but spat at the reality of his skin. This is the industrial archaeology of the soul—a reclamation of worth from the 'mouldy hops' of a ghettoised past and the 'air-kissed' neuroses of a gentrified present.
Empire fade away
I am the son of a slave’s grandchild
born into a hue of controversy and disdain.
Home is a dread empire’s shell and worth is the
crumbs of a lowly.
Pain is the chill of a winter eve upon a grave of the
long forgotten. Dressed in faded pastel plastic
flowers, dead lips whisper that which nobody
comes to hear. Bones dry and bleached as noon
upon a pave are trampled as they merge with
paths covered in snow and driven litter. Upon the
hallow soil, toils of many a man’s sweat and life
fall upon a country’s sword as nuts cast from
branches reach an unavoidable floor.
What worth has the tepid water for stewing?
The engine runs on tea and curse words lovingly
exchanged with familiar arrogances, dressed in
Sarcasm’s passive aggressive duplicity.
Oh Empire!, we loved you before you spat at us.
We the exotic,
of sheens long tarnished by familiarity
and its all-incumbent indignations. The colony in
the mind is imitated in edifices, reflected in
passion for pomp and pageantry. Square jaws and
stiff shoulders, mantled in red, boys roused by
glories sung in times of pride.
I am the son of a slave’s grandchild
born into a hue of controversy and disdain.
Unrecorded histories in streets, trade and sweet
undercurrents of musk and sweat. Crawling
creatures’s lusts are sucked from the loins of
masculinity. Prayers to sins, iniquities brought
before the magistrate, appraised before the saluter
of an expectation. It will all end bad and cause a
stink when you hear of them eating us in our
sleep. Puss and vomit in the pews amongst the
likeminded, as they chide their councillors over
tea and sandwiches. Sour words tell of the
attitude, it was better back in our day! Though in
whispered mordacity that it was less dark both in
weather and in complexion.
What worth has the mouldy hop for brewing?
Shades in corners of shadow from lips of scorn plot.
The contrite and conceited foul communities’s
efforts, so the neighbour remembers to hate with
fear that he cannot rationalise but fells
in the words of a carouser.
We hear the scorn of
liberalised ideals that stoke the device named
ignorance. The able purchase their means of
security; and secure in towers of empathy, pretend
to care nothing for the differences that we are and
how all friends come from afar.
I am the son of a slave’s grandchild
born into a hue of controversy and disdain.
Home I new is now a ghetto of wealth, cleansed of the
living
breathing melting and spiritual thriving.
Oneupmanship paid by postcodes and off street
parking. Pretty boutiques selling trivial trinkets
for the materially exhausted and ever wanting.
Colour wears extensions and morns the loss of
Europe.
Air kissed greetings and exchanged coded credentials,
into clubs of twittering neuroses and wordy
sounding lunches on menus bigger than plates
tipped in accordance.
I am the son of a slave’s grandchild
born into a hue of controversy and I grew out of the
colony.
It is an empire faded away.
We grew out of the colony, but the 'Faded Pastel Plastic Flowers' still whisper on the graves of the long forgotten. To find our sovereignty, we must recognize that the 'Red Mantle' of the past was never meant to fit us. By acknowledging the 'Hue of Controversy' we were born into, we finally earn the right to turn our backs on the 'Empire Fade Away' and build a fortress that is truly our own.